February 02, 2000
Anticipation
So. He's calling me in half an hour. (He's also probably reading this, so I can just be a total goober about the whole thing.) 'He', for the uninitiated, is the subject of a terrible crush I have. Yes, I met him online. We talked on the phone once before, very very briefly. Typical of me, I'm going to sit here and work myself up into a frenzy over this. I can hear Brand now: "You're such an air." Of the four elements, I always thought of myself as water... and I am, a little. I have a lot of the nurturing aspects of a water personality, but I'm also very flighty and giggly.
Which is exactly where I am right now, evidenced by the fact that it took me twenty minutes to write that paragraph. Of course, I was also answering phone calls and looking up a little bit more about 'air' on the web, but still. I'm unfocused. Blowing in every direction. This is not a new thing for me.
And I'm barely able to string three words together in a coherent sentence, because I'm busy watching the clock and watching the phone. I think someone should just shoot me now and put me out of my misery. Oops. Phone's ringing. I'll have to finish this later, it seems. :-)
Posted by Lisa at February 2, 2000 08:02 PM
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