June 18, 2001
Uninspired
I got some really great emails about my last journal entry, as well as the size-acceptance email list I'm on. Some folks -- who've been there -- even told me specifically what sorts of tests I should ask to have done. So I'm going to get back in touch with my doctor's office and specifically ask to see one of the doctors, not the physician's assistant from the last time. Yeah, I forgot to mention that. She was a PA, not a doctor. I'm not certain exactly what the difference is. She was able to write my prescription, though.
I am astoundingly uninspired today. After carefully getting plenty of sleep last week, last night I was up until 1 am. What was I doing? Playing the Sims again, of course. That game is such a time sink! I started playing around 9 pm, planning to play for an hour or two. Next thing I knew it was 1 am. Badbadbad. It's funny. I'm actually drowsier if I sleep for five hours than if I sleep for say two or three. With two or three hours, I'm tired as hell, but I don't feel as groggy. That makes no sense, but there you go.
I doubt I'll have time to play the Sims tonight. I'm supposed to be cooking dinner (my first attempt at corn chowder -- be afraid), then I'm going to aqua aerobics again. My mom might be going with me. I'm pretty excited about this class, even if I do feel like I'm going to fall asleep any minute. I need to find a more "convenient" form of exercise, cause I know sooner or later I won't want to go to the pool. I definitely can't see me doing aqua aerobics in the lake. Yuck. Lovely lake, but I don't want to swim in it.
So yeah. Uninspired. I'm at the point of being excited about several of my current writing projects, but I end up staring blankly at the document when I open one up. Words and ideas are moving about like cold molasses, as evidenced by the fact that it's now 2:20 and I've hardly written any of this. I feel like someone shot my brain through with Novocaine. Feh.
Posted by Lisa at June 18, 2001 10:39 AM
