February 12, 2004
Sleepy and grouchy...
So, Dreamhost sends me email saying that email isn't getting through or is slow because they had a major attack of some sort. So how come I'm still getting spam? Of course, I didn't get Mer's email about Buffy being canceled tonight, or anything else anybody sent me today--but I'll supposedly get it all once the attack has been taken care of. I love Dreamhost, but I'm a little grumpy with them right now.
I'm a little out of sorts with everything tonight. In fact, I'm in my least favorite mindset of all: the one where I think everyone is upset at me about something. There's nothing rational involved here, I just wind up feeling like I've pissed people off. I think a lot of it has to do with my messed up sleep pattern this week. Hopefully things will pass.
That said, I'm feeling a little cautious--maybe overcautious. If things aren't better soon, on all fronts, I'm going to be considerably more worried. After reading last year's journal entries, I know that the sleep problems and occasional bouts of feeling 'out of sorts' can quickly spiral down into something much worse. I don't think that's happening here, but I'm being careful nonetheless.
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Listening: "Law and Order" on TV
